Today is one of those melancholy days. I need my quiet time to be still and alone in my thoughts. Chatting with God about stuff. I know He listens and he cares. He loves us so much. Thinking of the times – more specifically, life - when things were different. Easier, less hurt in the heart. When phone calls were made to catch up with my family who lived so far, far away. Hearing about the cool stuff going on in their life. Happy for them. Elated beyond just a smile on the face. I miss my precious son so much and now my momma. Often I suppress back the tears that seem to well up in my eyes at the oddest of times. A song on the radio will spark a memory. Sometimes a happy one, sometimes not. Today is a day for reflection. That’s all. I know many of you are walking with me in this journey. Others not. It’s hard to explain how I feel. I just have to lean on God for He knows everything. Everything. He hears my prayers and answers them. I just love God so much!
Psalm 34:18: The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.
Psalm 147:3: He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.
Psalm 73:26: My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Peace. Love. Happiness.